Chapter 34, Pushy Engineer Introduction
I continued swing shift after Edward
left me, was accepted at work as one of the "girls", enjoyed their
company but remained aloof. In truth, I was not like them even though I tried
to be. The 12 years of parochial school left their indelible mark.
I also yearned for the part of me lost with Edward’s leaving, the attention of my prince. Each day I dressed, put on makeup, dabbed on perfume and tried to act for his absent approval. He too left an indelible mark. I remained his Asian doll.
Still it was not enough. I missed his smile, voice, caress and sophistication. That is what I told myself. In truth I missed the affair’s forbidden excitement. No longer were noon times the highlight of my day. Friday nights slipped by uneventful.
He also left me with a conflicting trinity, my mind, God the father, my heart, Jesus Christ and Vixen my Holy Spirit. Suppressed by mind and heart Vixen struggled and broke free. She yearned for Edward's stroking and meowed.
You’re neglecting me! Don’t forget me! Please, please me! I want it now!
Like the Siamese cats in the Disney
movie, Lady and the Tramp she hummed
the lyrics twisted to:
I am horny if you please
I am horny if you don't please
There is no finer Vixen than I am
If I like, I let you pet me quite a while
Meow, meow, Vixen, wants it now, now.
After almost a year of marriage fidelity
I would be driving and she would suddenly meow saying she wanted an affair,
now, now. My breasts would flush in agreement. My mind and heart overruled and
Vixen sulked. Soon, however, they were all humming the ditty.
We are horny if you please
We are horny if you don't please
There are no finer than we
If we like we let you pet us quite a while
Meow, meow we want it now, now.