Chapter 29, Branded By Edward
While our time together was limited
Edward insisted on "dressing" me all the time. In his mind my attire,
perfume, jewelry and cosmetics were his domain. He was fascinated with my hair
and ears and bought several hair clasps and earrings to adorn them to his
satisfaction. He would take me to buy cosmetics, watch the sales girl test them
on me, buy what he liked and then apply them on me afterwards at his apartment,
an artist with me the canvas.
On a Friday arrival he first fussed
on re-dressing me. He kept an expanding wardrobe for me in his apartment. His re-dressing could include new, attire,
makeup, nail color or hair style. I began arriving without makeup in casual
clothes to deflect hubby’s suspicions and give Edward a clean slate to work
with. He would strip me; re-dress me in lingerie, a dress, blouse or skirt and
shoes but never pants or shorts. He then, applied makeup from lipstick to eye
shadow, and combed my hair. He then chose earrings and hair clasp to make my
final presentation. "Dressed" we went out or sat about until he could
no longer stand it and would then take me, often still half-dressed.
Edward changed me, not just sexually
but also my life perspective, mannerisms, goals, even the way I spoke. Sexually
I transposed not just from being a girl to a woman but a sexual woman, became
consciously feminine yet self-assured. I no longer took my appearance for
granted and dressed for influence not only for others but for me.
After 6 months he gave me a sapphire
ring with diamonds. It was beautiful and too expensive.
He requested I wear it instead of my
wedding ring but I refused and wore it on my right hand only when with him. I
told my husband the gems were synthetic and I bought it from a girl at work,
cheap. I never wore it around him.