Acknowledging fear is a start. It takes time to remove the clouds and distractions from the heart. The roller coaster you ride seems to not have any safety guards at time, it frightens your soul and the essence of your mind. The fear you once had still is a reflection in the mirror, the answers are in front of you, it couldn't be any clearer. Perhaps the fear is the thought of change and so much unknown, but the strength inside you is what shines, the memories of what you let go. Life is all about perception and how you see things, just sometimes it's hard when all you feel stings.