About those nightmares, I have them mostly every night. Occasionally it changes but it mostly just stays the same. Kind of like the stereotypical nightmare: Running from a demon trying to tear you limb from limb? Check! Thin, endless, fiery hallway? Check! I could go on and on about all the nightmares that I have, but where would we get? Nowhere.
Now, I know your wondering about this condition that I have. To be honest we all have it, but not as much as I do. I'll just say it: Jealousy, fear, imperfection, insanity, and... never mind I'm not allowed to talk about this. Anyway, you get the point, we all have anxieties. What's the disorder? Madness. In short I'm insane, off my rocker, bonkers, or as you already know... crazy. It probably doesn't make sense, but like I said before... Its hard to explain.
I understand if you don't want to hear my story anymore now that you know my 'big secret'. I respect the people that can deliberately refuse to listen to other people out of their own selfishness. In fact, I could just say THE END.